The Blog

So this is my new blog i guess, i used to have a blog like i think 3 years ago when i was in year. I updated it like all the time with pictures and everything, i even had quite a few readers. I wonder why i stopped...

I think i made this new blog just to keep track of my thoughts and some eventful things in my life, reading my past posts from my old blog made me reflect on a depressing period of my life where i got picked on and ridiculed when i did nothing so that was a little scary. But i think a blog is good,  it's just nice to have sort of like a diary except you dont have to do the whole "dear diary" act and pretend that your diary actually gives 2 shits about how your day went and which boy you have a crush on this time.

Today is my friend Jay's birthday, or as i like to call her Frosties, and she's not going to be in the same school as me anymore. Honestly i'm really sad, i dont have many friends in school and i think my current school has transformed me into a very silent awkward person so having one less friend really sucks. Also because i'm pretty close to Jay, she's one of the few people i trust and can be frank who i also know has my back just like i have hers. But i guess it's for the best that she moves on to a new school, hopefully her time there will be awesome and she'll make lots of cool friends but not forget the rest of us. I'm gonna miss her.

A picture of me and Jay, no prizes for whoever guesses which one i am

Well another big thing that's happening today is that it's the last day of 2012, cant believe that on the 2nd of January school starts again. I waited so long for my 2 month holiday and it ends so fast, like what the hell. I really hate school, some kids may say they love it and cant wait for school to start because the holidays are boring but i am not one of them. If anything i dread school and cant wait for the holidays to come, i mean why would i enjoy going to school when it means waking up early, getting judged by the people i dont even like, having to wear a uniform(which i think is stupid btw), getting drowned in a pool of homework, possibly mean teachers and an endless list of problems. I could write all day if i had to talk about why i hate school.

It's 5:20am now and i'm getting pretty hungry plus i still have to work on the blogskin, i really hate doing the coding or even just tweaking it because once you just delete one thing by accident there goes like 5 hours of work. Which is why i have given up on making blogskins, i made one beautiful one once which took me about 10 hours and i accidentally deleted a little bit of a crucial piece of code which for some reason could not be undone. Nearly smashed my computer on the floor in frustration, not going down that road again.