I think i see why i was so reluctant to start a blog again, every time i try to make a TINY change such as adding a twitter widget to my skin something goes wrong.

1. The twitter widget is not showing up
Ok i dont know why but for some reason after adding the html code for the twitter widget, it works and even shows up in preview, it NEVER SHOWS UP when i visit my blog to check.

2. Skin rejects my hit counter coding
So i always use the same hit counter from the same website and this is the first time i have ever had a blogskin reject the coding on the basis that some / or </div> is missing. This is just really really stupid.

3. I cant add stuff to my side compartments
Ya this skin has a lot of space for me to type a bio, add a few random widgets and so on but for some reason again all my code keeps getting rejected. So angry omg.

I'm giving up on the coding now and i think i'll ask my friend Dan about his skin tomorrow coz we have about the same skin except different background and set up. Actually reading his blog was what kind of convinced me to make a blog again, it's just nice having something like a journal to write your thoughts on regardless of if anyone is even reading.

So this is my new blog i guess, i used to have a blog like i think 3 years ago when i was in year. I updated it like all the time with pictures and everything, i even had quite a few readers. I wonder why i stopped...

I think i made this new blog just to keep track of my thoughts and some eventful things in my life, reading my past posts from my old blog made me reflect on a depressing period of my life where i got picked on and ridiculed when i did nothing so that was a little scary. But i think a blog is good,  it's just nice to have sort of like a diary except you dont have to do the whole "dear diary" act and pretend that your diary actually gives 2 shits about how your day went and which boy you have a crush on this time.

Today is my friend Jay's birthday, or as i like to call her Frosties, and she's not going to be in the same school as me anymore. Honestly i'm really sad, i dont have many friends in school and i think my current school has transformed me into a very silent awkward person so having one less friend really sucks. Also because i'm pretty close to Jay, she's one of the few people i trust and can be frank who i also know has my back just like i have hers. But i guess it's for the best that she moves on to a new school, hopefully her time there will be awesome and she'll make lots of cool friends but not forget the rest of us. I'm gonna miss her.

A picture of me and Jay, no prizes for whoever guesses which one i am

Well another big thing that's happening today is that it's the last day of 2012, cant believe that on the 2nd of January school starts again. I waited so long for my 2 month holiday and it ends so fast, like what the hell. I really hate school, some kids may say they love it and cant wait for school to start because the holidays are boring but i am not one of them. If anything i dread school and cant wait for the holidays to come, i mean why would i enjoy going to school when it means waking up early, getting judged by the people i dont even like, having to wear a uniform(which i think is stupid btw), getting drowned in a pool of homework, possibly mean teachers and an endless list of problems. I could write all day if i had to talk about why i hate school.

It's 5:20am now and i'm getting pretty hungry plus i still have to work on the blogskin, i really hate doing the coding or even just tweaking it because once you just delete one thing by accident there goes like 5 hours of work. Which is why i have given up on making blogskins, i made one beautiful one once which took me about 10 hours and i accidentally deleted a little bit of a crucial piece of code which for some reason could not be undone. Nearly smashed my computer on the floor in frustration, not going down that road again.